Hi there lovelies.
Just thought I would have a touch base with you as I feel I have neglected my blog a little bit. I started this blog because I wanted to feel accountable for my actions that related to my weight loss and living healthier and also it was somewhere to chronicle my progress.
Lately however, I feel I have just been going through the motions.I wanted to share this with you as why should I share the ups without sharing the downs?
I feel like I’ve lost my motivation a bit and my get-up-and-go has got up and buggered off! I don’t know what to do to re-jig my motivation and get back on it.I am finding myself being more lazy with things in general and can’t exactly figure out why. Maybe I am only seeing the negative which isn’t good. I know I have just had a long 4 day weekend off that was fuelled with Easter chocolate, regular chocolate, booze and a lack of exercise (my gym was shut yesterday).
Tomorrow when I get weighed, I am expecting a gain of 1-2lb’s because I know what I have eaten and only by divine happenings will I lose weight. I need to get myself out of my funk but don’t know what to do. I definitely want to change-up my exercise routine and do something different, especially now the weather is improving.I’m just not creative when it comes to exercise and won’t stick to it unless I have someone to do it with (I know I shouldn’t rely on others but it really helps me).
Any advice, help and encouragement will be much appreciated. I need a bit of a reminder of what it feels like to be motivated because right now I just want to be skinny. Days like this I wonder why I was slapped with the fat stick when I know SO MANY PEOPLE who eat much more than me, exercise a lot less and yet have lovely figures.
The rational part of me tells me that yeah they may be skinny, but they’re probably not healthy but sometimes I just wish it was easier. It sucks always having to work hard to lose weight when for other people, it seems genetics are their friend. I don’t really hate skinny people; I’m just feeling a demotivated that’s all.
Feeling sorry for myself right now. All bloggy cuddles will be greatly received.:(